Saturday, September 25, 2010

Quiet Waters

Psalm 23 is probably one of the most quoted passages of the Bible. It seems to find its way onto the lips of both Christians and unbelievers, alike. There is extreme comfort in the words of these verses.

1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
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I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD

Lately, I've felt the need to allow the Lord to lead me beside His quiet waters. I've felt the need to pull back, to retreat from the world around me, to take a breather. I think that there are certainly times when the Lord impresses this very idea upon us. We all need restoration. We all need refreshment. It's not a weakness. It's a fact.

As you know, I started a new job when school began. I'm no longer a classroom teacher. Now, I'm a literacy coach. This job has stretched me and challenged me in ways that I didn't even know that I needed to grow. It has required maturity, servant leadership, confidentiality, and prioritizing to the max. It has forced me to love difficult people, to look for the best in others, and to say hard things. It has required me to take a good, hard look at my own knowledge of my job, and to research my heart out when I didn't immediately know answers. It's been a daily professional and personal exercise. And, I'm daily crying out to God for His help, guidance, and wisdom as I do my job. I love it. I'm growing by leaps and bounds every day.

At home, the Lord has been working on Brian and me. He's been giving us ample opportunity to trust Him with His purpose in our life. He's forced us to submit our desires and dreams to His control and His timing. These are not easy lessons to learn. They are usually accompanied by immense stress until both the head and heart agree to relinquish all control to our God who loves us so. This goes against everything that our flesh comprehends. Stress is a spiritual matter. When we're to the point where we truly believe that God's got it ALL under His perfect control, then stress has a way of dissipating.

So, that's what's been on my mind. On several occasions, I've thought, "I need to post." But then, I thought, "No, you need to take a break. You need to allow the Lord to purify you. Then, you can share."

I'm a work in progress. We all are. Living a spirit-filled life requires a daily, moment-by-moment surrender of my will/dreams/desires/worries to God's complete control. We either trust Him, or we don't. I'm trying my best to trust Him.


Camille said...

Your photo of water is so soothing, it actually gives the calming effect of sitting beside the quiet waters letting the cool breeze-God's whisper-wash over you. Thank you for having that calming effect on those around you.

Alabamamom said...

I am right there with you. That is what the Lord has been doing in my life since I retired. There are alot of huge changes going on in our family right now. Our oldest son was married last weekend. Our middle son will be moving to Baku, Azerbaizin in a few months Our daughter will be a senior at Bama.My mama moved to a retirement home in July. Through all these things I've had to have an open palm and trust the Lord with each situation the Lord has put me in and knowing what activities to be involved in now that I'm retired. I'm so thankful for the time He's allowed to pull back and spend alone time with Him. I've always said that being flat on your face before His throne is not always the easiest place to be but it's the best place to be. You know when you see Him at work that it's not of your own accomplishment but His work in and through you.

Julie-CA said...

This spoke to my heart Lindsey. I needed this. Thanks for sharing these truths. I am very happy to hear of all the change that is taking place in your spirit during this season... Very symbolic of the fall season to me.

Painting 4 Him said...

I am blessed by your words, encouraged by your grace, and stirred by the wisdom God gives you. Thank you for sharing from the fruit God is giving you. A friend on her knees, Victoria